Shellburg Falls

I did not like the trip for more reasons then I stated. I had a feeling before we left that someone was going to get hurt, then it happened and it ended up being me who got hurt. I felt pressured to go and I do not do good under pressure. I also felt that everyone was laughing at me because it was hard for me but that is for more reasons then one. I felt that my teacher wanted more out of me then I could give him and that i was a huge disappointment to him. I also feel that I can never live up to what he wants me to be and that hurts me more than my knee hurt yesterday. I am sorry that I let him down so he could not see vary much of the hike. I admit the waterfall was beautiful and was fun to look at. I just hope that one of these days I will be able to go up and not feel pressured. I felt that I could have done better but I did not want to go because I get ridiculed by everyone for it and I am tired of it and I just want it to stop. I almost did not come to school today because I know they are going to talk about it when I am not around. One of these days I am going to go back on my own and make it but until then I don't know what I will do. I am sorry Ryan for disappointing you and making it so that you could not see everything your first time out there.